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|Friday, June 5th, 2009|
|Star Date 06 - 05 - 09
I think, once and for all, that the most dissappointing and sad part about being an adult is that you rarely have time to write anymore. Sure, I still have scores of essays to write, but it's just not the same. These are the only things, the last small fragments of fanfuck--er, fic writing that I have for the time being.Title
: House GuestGenre
: Marvel Movieverse, The Incredible Hulk/Iron ManPairing
: Bruce Banner/Tony StarkRating
: Overall NC-17, but mostly PG-13Link
: Been posting this one for a while over at http://community.livejournal.com/marvel_slash/
but still haven't finished the last chapter and epilouge. Working on it. Last chapter as well as the chronology of the rest can be found here: http://community.livejournal.com/marvel_slash/164605.html#cutid1
Posted nowhere but in the works:Title
: Twilight ("Woah, woah, WAIT a second! I've seen you on the Twilight Sucks! Forums, you HATE Twilight!" Yes, yes I do. I think it's one of the most idiotic, embarassing things to have ever happened to literature. But I would be lying if I said it didn't have POTENTIAL, however under utilized, full of mary sues, and teeming with heavy doses of deus ex machina as it is. Therefore, a fanfic intrigues me. And really, half of the Twilight fanfiction I've read is ten times better than the lousy books themselves. Interesting, that.)Pairings
: All original pairings I think, unless something more interesting comes up. It's not a romance story anyway, though.Rating
: Three months after the events of Breaking Dawn, the Cullens find themselves being stalked by a stray coven of vampires. Whether they have come to make peace or wage war is up in the air, but after a chance encounter, these newcomers may be the least of the Cullen's worries...
Updates to come. Maybe.
|Wednesday, June 4th, 2008|
|Star Date 6 - 4 - 2008
In regards to what I've actually been doing, I've physically posted and continue to update a story for a livejournal LOST community revolving around slashing two totally totally straight guys together.Title
: I Shall Not WantFandom
: Maybe R, eventuallyGenre
: Can occasionally be seen updated here - http://community.livejournal.com/sawyer_jack/Status
: Six chapters posted, seven finished offline. Chapter seven will be edited, eight is halfway finished being rough drafted.
What I'm also working on, but not yet sharing until it's certainly close to being finished (so quite possibly never), a Narnia story.Title
: Narnia (Movieverse, set between The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, and Prince Caspian.)Rating
: Hard R, I think, it will be darker.Genre
: Possibly none, possibly slash.Summary
: "One day, four English children stepped into a wardrobe and found themselves in a world that was not their own. Unbeknownst to them, a hapless faun found himself in the rather opposite situation. What an awful place for a closet, in the middle of the woods like this..."Status
: Chapter one is long and unfinished.
|Tuesday, January 8th, 2008|
|Star Date 1 - 8 - 08
Before I update on my sad, slim writings, please excuse this rant, as I have nowhere else to put it at the moment. ( Perfectly Ignorable Rant :DCollapse )
Okay, so, anyway. This is what my brain's been doing while I float in an offline void. Title
: Harry PotterGenre
: Basically it would be a very late or very early Christmas story involving Hermione Granger and George Weasley. Something about the couple struck me, what can I say?Status
: I have about half a chapter so far. I clack at it off and on.Title
: (Working title, may change) ErosionFandom
: (Semi AU, because within the timeframe it takes place, Sasuke would be gone to pursue Orochimaru--and in this story, he is there.) A few months after Gaara's attack during the Chunin exams, he returns. He is met with mixed sentiments of intrigue and distrust, especially by Sakura. Sakura/Gaara, eventually. Status
: Maybe one chapter in so far.Title
: Batman BeginsGenre
: Wayne/Crane, very little plot. Smut. Dark, messed up, ugly smut.Status
: A few chapters finished.Title
: Artie can't stop thinking about the one person who never got a happy ending. An angsty mess about a whiny teen who worries about being king and a prissy prince Charming trying to make it in a world where no one bows down to him. SLASH. Charming/Artie. One part angst, one part smut, two parts sick and wrong. This one would probably warrant an Adultfanfiction account.Status
: Half a chapter.Title
: Chronicles of RiddickGenre
: Just another Riddick/Vaako, because there aren't enough. I wanted to do a somewhat creepy one.Status
: A few chapters.Title
: Alien vs. PredatorGenre
: A man somehow survives being implanted with a xenomorph embryo, and, not knowing the creature he holds in his hands is a deadly force, decides to keep it alive. Meanwhile, unbeknownst to him, the world outside falls to peices. Status
: A chapter in. Needs revision.
Seems like an awful lot. And it is. Fair Game
is also coming along--trying to revise chapters. Having two endings has disoriented me a little. Current Mood: annoyed
|Wednesday, October 17th, 2007|
|Star Date 10 - 17 - 07
I regret to say that I am now officially on hiatus as an author. These days I can only make it to the computer maybe once every few days, and hardly long enough to post anything let alone write anything. I wish I had prevented this issue by a) Only starting works when I was sure to have an abundance of time, b) Finishing works that should have been done a long time ago when they should have been finished, and c) STOP STARTING SO MANY GODDAMN STORIES.
So my apologies to anyone reading my things. I don't think it'll be an especially long absence, and I may try and trickle an update or two when I have the chance. Current Mood: busy
|Tuesday, September 11th, 2007|
|Star Date 09 - 11 - 07
Hello. Just a small, insignificant update.Works in ProgressStory
: Fair GameStatus
: I'm doing a lot of fixing up and finishing on this one. I apologize for the length of time between updates, but I've got two alternate endings I'm trying to map out. I should have another one up by sometime this week. It's NOT DEAD.Story
: Hogwarts Anew: First YearStatus
: I've hit a little bit of a hitch with one of the chapters and I'm not entirely happy with the chapter preceding it. The next to be posted needs revision, as I was apparently mistaken on certain concepts that I based it off of. Sorry about the wait.Possibly Up and Coming Works
WARNING: THE FOLLOWING CUT CONTAINS SPOILERS FOR THE NEWLY RELEASED FILM 3:10 TO YUMA. IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN THIS MOVIE, PLEASE DO NOT CLICK THE LINK AND ALLOW ME TO RUIN IT FOR YOU. On that note, if you haven't seen it yet, I highly
: 3:10 To YumaGenre
: Romance/Angst (SLASH)Plot Synopsis
: ( Read more...Collapse )Concept
: Romance/HumorPlot Synposis
: I wanted to write some with Sakura falling for a boy that is NOT Sasuke. For one, I find her obsession with him to be ridiculous because he treats her like dirt, and two, I hate Sasuke. He has to be one of my least favorite Anime characters. He's just a fuckin' pile of angsty, emo, woe. (No offense, Sasuke fans!) Since I don't think Naruto would ever be her type (no matter how frikkin cute the little chucklehead kid might be), I chose Gaara. And of course, Sasuke!jealousy would come into play. It won't just be a Sasuke bashing fest though. I do pride myself on the utmost care to try and keep people in character. This one may be more likely than the previous to make it into fruition because of the fact that it would be shorter, but it yet remains on the back burner.
So that's what my head is doing those days. Current Mood: contemplative
|Wednesday, July 18th, 2007|
|Star Date....What the fuck's with the star dates, anyway?
Pffft. I'm really pissed off right now. Primarily because nothing on the internet is working right. For one, I don't check my e-mail for one day, I come back and there are seventy messages. I keep getting the message that my mailbox is full, yet it refuses to allow me to delete ANY of my e-mails. If I try, I receive a message that informs me "U BROKE THE INTERNET" and my connection self-destructs. Also, LJ is fucked up for me too.
On a less sour note...sort of...Please lose the ego, some people. I'm sure no one who actually reads this journal is one of them, but I'm tired of receiving e-mail after e-mail saying I'm some ungrateful bitch for not replying to every single review I get everywhere I post every single day. I thought the answer to that question was obvious. Brace yourself. I have a life outside the internet, which has priority over my life within it. O_O MY GOD I KNOW. I can't get to every review all the time. For some stories I log on, I have roughly twenty minutes online, and I have over ten long reviews to deal with. I'm not bragging--it's just true. However, feel free to continue to assume the following if it makes you feel better.
1. I think I'm better than you.
2. Your opinion means nothing to me.
3. I hate you.
And one more thing to those people on that note--do NOT assume that just because you like my writing that I am a nice person.
This is not always true. If most of you knew me in real life, I sincerely doubt that you would like me. So stop fussing over the stupid AUTHOR of the things you like to read--if you have complaints about her behavior, she will not be getting back to you any time soon. Sorry. :( Basically, lighten up.
On more important things, I'm not TRYING to me a meanass meanie. A thousand more apologies for the lateness of everything I write. But I am finishing 'Fair Game' at last. I will be posting concluding chapters once LiveJournal gets healthier and stops taking me ten minutes to load a page. Apparently there are going to be more chapters than I thought, as I am planning to write two alternate endings. I think you can probably guess the difference between them, provided you've read the story (or remember it, it's sort of a relic now). Current Mood: awake
|Wednesday, April 4th, 2007|
|Stardate 04 - 04 - 2007
I don't know what I'm doing.
I just posted these.Title: Children Of WarCategory: Avatar: The Last AirbenderSummary:
[Alternate finale ending] Unsure of his motives and confused by his everchanging identity, Zuko struggles to cope with his suddenly nuetral world, and therein lies his most challenging enigma. A child made of stone. [Toko, Tokka, Kataang. Zukocentric.]Link: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3475557/1/Title: Post Mortum DragCategory: SawSummary:
[Exclusively Saw 1] Some can't take the pain, some can't take the absence thereof. Drama beats the hell out of melting your automaton brain with nicotine. Slash, Adam Faulkner x Lawrence Gordon. Songfic Style.Link: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3475605/1/
I'm so burnt out. I'm so tired. My brain is chasing it's tail like a retarded kitten. Current Mood: exhausted
|Thursday, March 29th, 2007|
|Stardate 03 - 29- 07
My apologies, but it seems like my writing is on a serious decline. I have the most obnoxious
writers block. I'm utterly exhausted in a literary sense. I have the scattered beginnings and concepts of a million stories and I don't know what I'm going to do with them all. My mind can barely stay on one project for more than a moment.
I have progressing chapters of Unabashed Sinner
in the works. Sort of. When it started it was going to be a big thing, but now I'm having an anurism just trying to remember the important details as to where it's going.
I've started an Avatar: The Last Airbender story
. I'm not exactly sure how it's going to end up (or if it will end up at all) but summary is pending on that one.
Both Obdurate Heart
and Fair Game
just need ENDINGS for Christ's sake, and I can't seem to write them--even though I know what I want to happen, even though I have them mapped out. I don't understand. I don't know what to do. SOMEONE MEDICATE ME.
Okay. Back to the writing board. Current Mood: cranky
|Saturday, December 16th, 2006|
|Stardate 12 - 16 - 2006
Well, in an effort to pry loose my entangled writing stump, I've come out with yet another half-chewed on fic.
Title: "Unabashed Sinner" - http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3288878/1/
Summary: "What if Marcus hadn't killed Kraven? He would have remained the same pitiful wretch he's always been, of course. But without his now murdered coven and his esteemed place of power, how would he have survived? Assuming he would survive at all, that is..."
Warnings: Slash themes (well yuh) and excessive violence.
As for work on other fics, I am currently back-reading "Obdurate Heart" and attempting to regain focus. Current Mood: busy
|Thursday, October 26th, 2006|
|Stardate 10 - 26 - 06
I'm alive by the way, if anyone really cares to notice when considering I haven't updated anything in months and months and months.
So let's get down to a few things then.
Question 1: "Are you ever planning on finishing [i]Obdurate Heart[/i]? Honest to God, woman, how long can one story take?"
a) Yes, I do still plan on finishing it, SOMEHOW and when I can...
Question 2: "What about [i]Fair Game[/i]? Remember? Raunchy Viktor Krum/Cedric Diggory slash fic you posted all around LJ?"
a) Yeah...I don't know why I stopped writing it, okay? XO!! Not that you don't have the right to be annoyed, because...who the hell takes this long? But I will also try and finish this one too, because over all, I kind of liked this one!
Really, both stories are so close to being finished.
Butttt...it's not like I've stopped writing altogether just because I've temporarily lost my inspiration on those two. I'm writing another Saw story, if that interests anyone. BUT--it will have virtually nothing to do with [i]Rebirth[/i]. Why? Well...because...to be honest...I [i]hate[i/] that story. I'm thinking about pulling it from FF.net and archiving it somewhere. The one I'm currently pondering is still Adam/Lawrence (the other Saw movies just plain don't interest me), but much more in the way it...okay, well, in a different way I guess. I make no promises on that one though. I'm working on it as we speak, jumping back and forth between journal and fic.
Anyway, that's me, for anyone who's peeled enough mold off this journal to read it. Current Mood: busy
|Friday, June 2nd, 2006|
First of all, I just want to say thank you to all of the people who have left comments on my journal. To review my writing is one thing, but to come here and talk to me personally about it? You guys really do make my day. So thanks--a lot. <3
Second of all, I'm so sorry
(<---incredible understatement, by the way) about the delay you're seeing in my fics. I haven't updated anything in months--literally--and I don't blame any of you for being irritated or tired of waiting. I want to finish these things, I really do, but I have zero
time. I wish I would have started all of these works earlier. Then I would've finished them all. I'm honestly floored myself that I finished 'My Impractical Hurricane' or 'Straight Up Typhoon' at all, but I think those just sort of came out of the blue and were written very quickly. Maybe if I hadn't made time for that interlude, I could have made more progress on 'Obdurate Heart' and 'Fair Game'.
I can't say when I'll have time to finish these stories. But I still want to. I started those stories when I had unlimited free time, and now I have exactly the opposite. But thank you, because for some reason I can't understand, you people are still dropping by here to tell me that you liked my stories. You really do rock. Current Mood: busy
|Saturday, January 14th, 2006|
|Stardate 01 - 15 - 06
.......I hate my brain.Current ProjectsObdurate Heart
: Star Wars
: Obi Wan Kenobi/Darth Maul
) Yes. Still
stuck on this one, folks, still very sorry. I don't know what I can do. But...I'll do it...eventually...I hope.Straight Up Typhoon
: Fantastic Four
: Johnny Storm/Reed Richards
) On its way. One chapter to go.Fair Game
: Harry Potter
: Cedric Diggory/Viktor Krum
) Going alright. I'm not sure how many chapters are left just yet. I could make it an even fifteen if I tried, but I'm not sure that would be best. Even if that means chapter twelve might turn out to be a damned novel...In any case, also on its way.Possible future plans
Urf. Everything is so mucked up in my head. I can't believe my mind has the nerve to be chasing other plot bunnies when it's already got three writhing in its traps. Nevertheless, I'm haunted.
Underworld - (Genre: ?) God I love this movie. I have no clue what I would do or if I would do it, but if and whatever it would be, it would most certainly have to wait until I see the second movie. *unabashed shriek of dorkdom*
X-men - (Genre: Action/adventure) Of course, like any self-respecting nerd, I've always adored the X-men. Recently, however, I've been thinking about writing something along the lines of movie-verse action/adventure. The half-baked idea so far is to introduce an original X-character of mine and somehow work in an adventurous plot. But, once again, this would most likely wait until the third movie comes out.
Firefly - (Genre: ?) Who in their right mind could possibly see this series and not fall head over heels in love? No one, I submit. And if there is such a person, a pox upon he. I don't know what I would do within this realm. Whether it would be romance, humor, a oneshot or a full-length is completely up in the air at this point. I just feel like it'd be a ruttin' crime to love this series so much and have no fanatical nonsense to show for it.
Thank God, that's all for now.
|Monday, December 19th, 2005|
|Stardate 12 - 19 - 05
In the writing department, things seem to be going alright...Sort of.
Obdurate Heart - Fans of this story surely hate me for the hiatus this thing has been on. Hopefully they've found something better to read! I don't intend to give up on this one, but my brain is fizzling every time I try and work on it. I need drive, or inspiration...maybe get back in to the whole 'spirit of Star Wars' or something, but either way, I feel horrible for the delay. So sorry. D:
Straight Up Typhoon - Blah blah blah, there's nothing to know about this one, really. Offline I'm working on and off the last chapter, though many preceeding chapters could certainly use revision.
Fair Game - Things seem to be going well on this one. I enjoy writing it, I know where it's going, and enough people apparently read it for me to bother. This one isn't posted on FF.net because it's, uh...PORN. Porn with mild plot.
As far as everything, I'm going to be receiving major time cuts. I think I'll have the most time to write on Christmas, since you can't do anything else on that damn holiday. I have oh-so-many things to do...*le sigh*
|Sunday, December 4th, 2005|
|Stardate 12 - 04 - 05
I'm tired. And writing is hard.
Obdurate Heart: Yeah, um...sorry about the hold up on this. I'm blocked on so many things right now. It's still going, though...slowly.
Straight Up Tycoon: Almost finished. Just posted chapter two. I believe there are fifteen chapters, or that there will be once it's done. I hate the fact that this is the story I have the most time to slack on, and yet it's the only one I can seem to write on lately.
Fair Game: Guh! I can't believe I had the gall to start another fic. = Jackass. Anyway...I'm stuck on a certain part. Chapter four, to be precise. It's annoying. This chapter's pretty long, and I'm not looking forward to posting it because I don't think it's as good as the others. But, can't quit now.
And that's my life as far as fanfiction.
As far as other fandoms...there aren't any yet, really. Thank God, I can't take another one. I've got to finish the three I've got. But I'm excited to see more movies as always. Movies own my soul. *sob* Hey. You know what? I should by the Fantastic Four DVD. Yeah. Current Mood: Bluh
|Thursday, November 24th, 2005|
|Tuesday, November 15th, 2005|
|Stardate 11 - 15 - 05
Oh boy. Well, there hasn't been a lot of activity on my part as far as online-dom. Yes, I'm still writing, but I'm starting to have a hard time. I hope my readers haven't offed me with a big fuck you by this point.
Obdurate Heart: I'm stuck on a certain section. I don't know why it's so hard. It seems like the better I have the scenario planned out, the worse it is when it comes to writing. I just need a few more days...then I'll most likely have another chapter to show.
Straight Up Tycoon: Going good, no longer stuck in the rut it was before. I'm a little over half-way done, though it should be more. I expect to have it finished before December, and most assuredly before Christmas at the very most. Not that I make any promises on that, but I'll try.
Real life is an incredible...incredible bitch. Current Mood: Sonofabitch
|Sunday, November 6th, 2005|
|Stardate 11 - 06 - 05
Well, this is honestly the most boring period in my life. Thank God for writing, I guess. As far as updates go;
Obdurate Heart: On the right track. Everything plot-wise is coming together, just have a few things to work out and a little organizing. But I'm not dropping it, damnit!
Straight Up Tycoon: Stuck! Ugh. It's just one chapter in particular that's killing me. I can't work through it. I'm losing my grip or something, I need to...see the movie again. I guess I'm just in an impatient way because 'My Impractical Hurricane' was finished in a five day spree, and this one's already well
past that point. Fine, well, that's that then, I'm buying the DVD. (And apparently pretending I wasn't gonna do that anyway.)
I saw Doom the other day. Not that it was bad--it was entertaining, I suppose--but all I could think of during the movie was playing those old pixelated games. I wonder what happened to those, or if I even still have them...
I've yet to see Saw II. I was supposed to see it last night, but......then I didn't. Booyah. I need pills, lots and lots of happy pills. Current Mood: BOREDASHELL
|Sunday, October 23rd, 2005|
|Stardate 10 - 23 - 05
Yeah, so my last Stardate was the date that I apparently went back in time. But never fear--the present is now upon us. So. Updates:
Obdurate Heart: Moving along! Hurray! I still think it's getting...a little boring, but I will finish it nonetheless.
Straight Up Tycoon: Yes. The official sequel to My Impractical Hurricane. How well does a homosexual realtionship between two heterosexual men work? We'll find out.
Possible future fandoms:
Doom is out! EXCITED NERDS UNITE! ...I really need to find some friends who REMEMBER this game. The good old days of Doom, Heretic, Hexen, Quake, and Duke Nukem...I'm getting all teared up!
Saw II is coming out...We'll see how much I like it. People seemed like my last Saw fic, even if I'm not particularly crazy about it, but maybe I'll try another if the subject suits me.
Guess that's it for now.
Always swallow--it's just polite. Current Mood: Restless
|Sunday, October 2nd, 2005|
|Stardate 8 - 2 - 05
Whoo hoo, update on works...For my own benefit, I suppose, I never really bothered to make any friends on LJ ^^'
Obdurate Heart: Still going, but slowing down...I know where I need this story to go, but getting there is becoming a real bitch.
My Impractical Hurricane: Finished! Actually, it WAS finished the moment I post chapter one, but I'm done posting and it's all there. And you know, people actually liked it, and I had such a good time writing it...I did start plans for a sequel. Not to get hopes up! I may reject it like a young boy rejecting a baboon's heart, but as for now, let's call it tentatively in progress.
Untitled MIH Sequel: I have like, a page!
Well...dunno. None planned right now. Maybe something on the Firefly series, because I've been watching a lot of that lately. But that would down the road.
Ciao. Current Mood: BOREDD
|Monday, September 12th, 2005|
|Stardate 9 - 12 - 05
Okay, so, as far as updates on writing go...
[Obdurate Heart]: Still in progress, just suffering from writer's block.
[My Impractical Hurricane]: It looks like I wrote that Fantastic Four fic after all. The first two chapters are up, and I'm just awaiting my shower of flames. As far as summaries go; After a long day of battling the flu, Reed Richards decides to take a nap on his couch. When he's interupted by his ever-hindering brother-in-law Johnny Storm, however, things can only go awry. But how awry Reed has no idea...It's a humor fic, with a pinch of angst. It was fun to write, if nothing else.
[New idea?] Maybe. Back when I saw the move Collateral, I was thinking about writing a story for it...What about? Well, just a minute--
WARNING: THE FOLLOWING DRABBLE CONTAINS OBVIOUS SPOILERS FOR THE MOVIE COLLATERAL. DON'T READ IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN, AND ARE INTENDING TO SEE, THIS MOVIE.
Anyway, the idea that popped into my head went something like this:
Max thought that the horrible night he spent with Vincent the killer was the end of things...But like a hangover, situations as tangled as that don't just end with the death of one man. What if Vincent had been lying about his father? What if he was still alive? And what happens when he comes looking for his son, and the man who killed him...? Suspense/Drama, rated R, most likely never coming to a fanfic near you.
Enough for that already, is anyone else as excited as I am to see Serenity? Current Mood: Evil Scientist